Many htings happened recently, shant mention them all. Anyway i realised, i havent been doing much blogging..(not for the purpose of announcing ups and downs of my life to everyone)... Back to the topic...i'm rather angry with myself...for not spending much time with my granny...when she lie on her bed...breathing lifelessly..theore was nothing i can do to help... She once told me, her time is up...but i didnt took it seriously...for fear of making myself worried..i was selfish... On the day when she died, she was so weak to even open her eyes...when i saw her, i called her... i could only see her eye ball rolling, trying to open her eyes... Everything seemed so dramatic.. but i was glad and thankful for the care my friends gave...they were there for me when i needed them most... I guess my grandma left in peace, my dad went to see her for the last time... I thought my dad didnt want to forgive her...due to some historical issues btw my parents when they filed for their divorce... Anyway, everything's back on track now cuz i had no choice... i'm sure my lovely granny wouldn't wanna see me live in grieve everyday.. Hmm...i still got alot of things to do at jurong island...barely have enough time to do the things i like to do...3 and a half weeks more...after that i gotta start school alrdy... Not much of a break time for me...i've been really busy and tired out...but it's okie...wait till my course training finish...i'll have more time to meet up with my friends...